May 23rd i perform at The Citizens bank arena headline with The Push , The New Boyz , & Ying Yang Twins i bring my best friend along i wont put his full name out there but i will put his initials WH we been bestfriends since 7th grade we both started a rap group 4 it was 4 of us but i sucked lol he wrote all the lyrics but i was performing at this gig so i brought him along to perform a song we had together in frong of 6,000 + people and be my hype man for my other 2 songs ... so we perform n we murdered it!!! 2 days later May 25th my grandmother passes away ( R.i.P Anita Tayor ) so by may 27th im on the next flight to Clevelad Ohio. Anybody that knows me knows my family is from Ohio. Now im only in ohio for a week i left on a wednsday and i will return next wednsday ... i talk to WH tuesday night the night before i get back into california.
i arrive wednsday evening and on myspace it says that my " best friend " is in jail and im like somethings not right but hey who knows the truth ... but i hear no call at all anything no clarification so what am i supposed to think ??? im some what worried but i know my dude can handle most situations and if he was in deep trouble he'd call his " best friend " i mean my father gave this dude money to catch a train from cali to nebraska and let him stay in his house with out even asking for his money back. but so a couple weeks later theres still no call ... nothing so what do am i supposed to do ??? at this point im pretty sure he's not in jail ... but hell what do i know i thought he was my best friend
so now months have gone by still no call no contact or anything ive been doing shows making moves to better my career ... and now i get word that WH is telling people i abbondened him and i sold him out! how did i sell him out when he disapeared the night after we spoke ? HE abondened me now hes jealous cause my career is doing some what decent ... im just trying to live the same dream we both shared as children and about 35 min from me writing this blog i get an email saying i have a comment on face boook and i rarely check my facebook but its from him on a picture of me him n goo saying " FUCK THAT NIGGA IN THE BLACK JACKET " and it juss sickens me that some one who i spent years with could juss throw away something like that ... i mean me and this nigga took pictures together in 7th grade lol at the mall we were like brothers we told everbody we were bestfiend and thats what females did ... it just really hurts me inside that he wont be here to share this dream i juss hope he can figure things out and fix what ever problems he has inside of him ... it shows peoples true colors when you achieve even a small dose of success ... so i know im in for alot on this journey but i am ready for it! 7s up love and live life to the fullest nothing is promised people nothing!
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